Have you ever felt so overwhelmed you felt like drowning, you want to understand things but just can’t because no one can give a right answer, you just felt so lost, and suddenly you can’t breathe because of confusion? Desperate for answers but Human wisdom is not enough to answer all the questioning that is going on in your head.
I think that is not an accident that you felt all this thing, You are been called by your Creator and you are seeking answers only him can give.
All these things that were drowning us are things that God is using so we could cry out help to Him, so we would know that he is existing and that he can save us in whatever things that are leaving us breathless, (even the understanding that we are asking)
God never intended to drown us and just leave us lost and dying, all he wanted for you is surrender and to call out his name.
Remember the story of Peter in Matthew 14:22-33 .
sometimes to save ourselves from drowning all we need is a leap of faith, a dare to accept we cannot help ourselves and we need him to lift us up.